My Weakness is None of Your Business

today i went to best buy twice. and i took robert and katie to their music lessons with tony. and i chilled with sloan and alex. i just got home and now i am really depressed. like really.

see the day was great. i had a lot of fun and stuff, loved being with sloan and alex. three musketeers. sloan, ferris, cameron. we even cut this old guy in a mercedes off from this parking spot he wanted, so we called him mr. rooney. :) it was just so fun.

maybe i'm just tired now. maybe i really am sad. i'm not sure. all i know is that i didn't want to go home. i wanted to hold sloan for a while. i only have four days left here and i still feel like there's so much i need to learn about him. well whatever. my depression will pass i guess. we're spending the whole day and night together tomorrow anyway.......yeah.

alright well...i think maybe i'll go rent a nice movie or something, like "Rebel Without a Cause." James Dean ALWAYS cheers me up :)

Two-Headed Boy

Mmmm this break is pretty fun. I've only seen my girls once because I've been with Sloan so much. Iono iono. We'll see.

Third time to San Fran this week tonite, second time with the fam. I figure that going without a fight will make my dad happy, perhaps extend my curfew a tiny bit...Yeah yeah, wishful thinking. Oh well.

Neutral Milk Hotel, I love you.

Christmas was a bust. I'm taking back half my gifts. I feel so greedy and selfish, but whatev. I dont want to keep something I dont like, something I wont wear. That, to me, is a greater waste.

Whatev. Right now I gotta go. I'm sick of typing because my fingernails are a little long and it's too hard to type with them. Heh heh.

xoxo Lisa

Nothing Much to Lose

Wow. I mean like w.o.w. I really like Mr. X, and it turns out Mr. Y might be gay. WHAT?! Yes, it's true. I kind of suspected it the whole time anyway, I mean he is freakishly stylish for a guy...oh well. I wouldn't be the first girl to fall for a gay guy (remember Danny on The Real World: New Orleans?).

So. My parents are being COMPLETE and utter jerks. Tyrants. Authoritarian dictators comparable to Stalin himself. They are enforcing a MIDNIGHT CURFEW! for me, an 18 year old college student. Please, cut me some slack here parents. I am doing nothing wrong, participating in perfectly perfect activities. Let me live. Stop cramping my social style...

More on that later. Right now Mr. X is calling <3

xoxo Lisa

PS Alex thanks for being such a spectacular friend :)

I Believe in a Thing Called Love

LOTR last night. Best show ever. Eric, thank you. I love you from the bottom of my heart and you are my BEST FRIEND EVER TOO!!!! Arkarkark.

SOOOOO. The Darkness is my new favorite band. After all my other favorites.

Holy lembas Frodo! I haven't had a really good blog entry in awhile, and I'll tell you why. It started with Mr. X and Mr. Y (no, I'm not talking about chromosomes, sorry to confuse you). I love Mr. X and I love Mr. Y. And that's as far as I'm going to go. It's too private a matter for too public a forum.

Finals this week. Bleh. Bio 100 tomorrow and then I'm done for semester one. Oooh baby.

Discovered today that Teriyaki Stix has gyoza (pot stickers for all you culturally inept). Best thing to eat on campus, I've decided.

So look here sprouts, I gotta go because Jessica's on her way over and we're going to Savers to buy some cute new used clothes. Love you all.

Kathy's Song

Wow. What a great and awful week. Lamia and Jessica moved to DT--my heart still weeps. Went to SLC and saw MoTab last night with Eric and peeps. Way fun time. Frederica Von Stade and Bryn Terfel (f.y.i. my two favorite opera singers of the present day) were the special guests! Imagine that!

I'm excited to come home now. To see people, to see my special friend, to have too much fun.

So much happened this week. I should be able to tell you more. But nothing's coming to mind. All I know is that I'm happy.

LOTR this Wednesday baby. Opening night. SOOOOOOOO excited. I'll tell you all about it, I promise ;)

Love, peace, good cheer,
Lisa.

Just Cry Yourself To Sleep

Groovin to my record player right now. Yes, MY RECORD PLAYER. So awesome. The Doors baby, "Light My Fire."

Just got off the phone with my dear Kevin. Thank you for always being here for me, Kevin. And I always think of you when I hear "The Sound of Silence."

Things are so good right now. I'm always happy, especially lately, but these past couple days I've just been on an emotional high. So great. Unfortunately, I believe completely in the yin and yang, so there will undoubtedly be a low to this high. Oh well, c'est la vie.

I think I'm going to call my grandma Betty now. Then the folks. Then hw. Yes. Bye Bye Love.

Get Me Away From Here, I'm Dying!

"So she had to satisfy herself with the idea of love - loving the loving of things whose existence she didn't care at all about. Love itself became the object of her love. She loved herself in love, she loved loving love, as love loves loving, and was able, in that way, to reconcile herself with a world that fell so short of what she would have hoped for. It was not the world that was the great and saving lie, but her willingness to make it beautiful and fair, to live a once-removed life, in a world once-removed from the one in which everyone else seeemed to exist." --Everything Is Illuminated

Thanks Sean.

The 59th Street Bridge Song

I am happy today. Saw all my favorite people and then some. In the Wilk today after Music. Eric finds me, says, "I have a present for you." Puts a little piece of paper on the table. "LOTR 12am Dec. 17" it says.

Eric. Thank you so very much. We are going to have so much fun my little movie buddy.

Home sucked. Don't wanna talk about it much.

Sloan I love you. You're just too great for words.

Just looked over at my roommate and she's sleeping on her desk. Love her.

Portable record player coming in 3-7 days. Excitement. Enthusiasm. Suspense. Mmmm.

Going to nap now. Love and peace. Merry Christmas.