As You Are

Loving Travis right now. Francis...you're my hero. thing is, i'm sitting in the library supposed to be working, but instead i'm just kind of grooving to music, writing in my blog, talking to the cute boy next to me..heh heh. yeah. home again in eight days, kind of weird. this last trip home was a little weird, i think i said that before. but walnut creek just doesn't feel the same anymore. it's doesn't really feel like home. then again, provo doesn't always feel like home either. constant give and take, i guess. slept through my nine o'clock this morning, almost didn't make it to my ten o'clock either (i at least didn't get there til 10:30...eep!), but it's the first time i've done that, so i'm over it. i dont really know what to write. i'm going to be home again soon. i'm not in denial about how i'm growing apart from old friends, unlike some of these same old friends...it's natural for us to grow apart. let's not fight nature. i sound like i don't wanna be friends with these people anymore. that's totally not true, but i just don't feel the same fire and warmth in the friendship that used to be there. we're all different now; we all have different friends at college and we're going in different directions with our lives...i know in my case, i'm finally doing things i've talked about doing my whole life. things are taking off, life is great, i'm happier than ever almost. so let's make promises to be friends forever and call the worrying quits, okay? you guys know we'll always be friends...we'll have those once yearly phone calls or we'll exchange holiday cards. for crying out loud, you don't go all the way through high school, through thick and thin, as best friends only to trivialize everything by letting absence get the better of you...please girls, no. it won't happen to us. not all the way. but kids. my research paper beckons and procrastination never helped anyone. love to all. kristy and jessie - come back from arizona already!! Heh heh heh...::evil laughter:: YES!!