It's been a long time...

since i last wrote. sorry. but college preparations consumed my thoughts all last week. anway...i'm sitting alone in my room right now, listening to radiohead who're playing tonight about 15 minutes away from me. and then everyone is at the football game which i needed a pass for but didn't get since i didn't know where to get it. so now i'll be alone til maybe 10, 11 tonight? joy. that's okay though i guess. i'm having a bit of a hard time here since i inherently hate utah so much, and i need to unpack. who knows when i wouldve finally gotten around to it had i gone to the game. okay, now i'm making excuses for why i'm alone. but oh well man. like i just need some alone time i guess. i need to find my music people - like FAST. i'm already sick of this place. i'm sick of it all. i want to transfer to UCSF!!! haha, first day and i already dont like it. well i'll give it a chance at least. later.