Love is Only a Feeling

So in all honesty, coming back to school has been rather hard. I miss home, I miss Sloan, I miss Alex, I miss the sun. It's sunny today, at least. It's the first sunny day since I've been here. But my heart just feels empty all the time. I'm not sure why, except maybe because I feel like I don't belong here. I feel like a lost ship at sea. Sometimes other ships will sail by and offer help, but once they leave it's back to being lost.

I know I'll get used to it. It's already easier. I'm just sick of crying, sick of my heart aching. I need to change something.